Saturday, May 7, 2011

Finally feets let's go!

At last I am physically feeling better...Time to rock this planet. No more waiting for someday. Someday is now. On Monday I will resume working the machine! It has been over 2 weeks with no planned activity. No walks, no Dance video, no yoga..and sadly..No meditation. So today after we run errands I will take meditation time. Monday I will resume my two break walks and after work collecting sweat points on Wii's Just Dance 2. 
Tomorrow is Mother's day. I will go to Vermont and visit Mummy, and perhaps get a fiddlehead identification lesson from My Auntie LizzieBones. Last year we gathered some in the dark and the next morning I called with a description to my Auntie who warned us not to eat them...not that they would kill me, but WOULD give me a powerful case of Diarrhea that would make us WISH we were dead! She does have a way with words that gives them distinct meaning, like all my Vermont family.

Sunday, May 1, 2011

Itchy feet

I feel like I'm a runner that has been "hobbled" at the blocks all hepped up and waiting for the shot that signals "GO!" GO! GO! GO!  dang *stomping foot* I have been sick for over a week with a touch of pneumonia & respiratory issues. I am due to go back to work tomorrow and have no stinkin' clue how I'll make it through the day. I just need to focus on today.. now, right now...And this is a joke...focus that is... my thoughts are random and scattered. I see a dust bunny and I want to clean every corner. I want everything.. every piece of paper out. I want clear clean surfaces. I want to bleach and sterilize every corner, crack and plane.

I don't get sick. Yes, the occasional 12 to 24 hour cha cha cha bug, but not this crap. Yes. I have been fortunate. I have been the caregiver. Making others feel better.  I'm ready to move forward.
Baby steps until I can run like hell.