I feel like I'm a runner that has been "hobbled" at the blocks all hepped up and waiting for the shot that signals "GO!" GO! GO! GO! dang *stomping foot* I have been sick for over a week with a touch of pneumonia & respiratory issues. I am due to go back to work tomorrow and have no stinkin' clue how I'll make it through the day. I just need to focus on today.. now, right now...And this is a joke...focus that is... my thoughts are random and scattered. I see a dust bunny and I want to clean every corner. I want everything.. every piece of paper out. I want clear clean surfaces. I want to bleach and sterilize every corner, crack and plane.
I don't get sick. Yes, the occasional 12 to 24 hour cha cha cha bug, but not this crap. Yes. I have been fortunate. I have been the caregiver. Making others feel better. I'm ready to move forward.
Baby steps until I can run like hell.
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